How Do You Handle Your afraid-to-be-old Feeling?

I don't know why I'm feeling like, jeez, i cannot accept the fact that I'm old. Actually not that old though, but i gotta face the fact that i have to get married soon, become a mother, gotta live separated from my family, overcoming self problem, while i still feel that I'm not mature yet to face those kinda things. I'm afraid of being lack of necessity, lack of love (?!?), etc. Moreover, i still wanna continue my study in magister before 30. Am i  just too paranoid? Or is it just a common feeling that everybody would usually feel? Well, i know it's just a matter of let's-face-life thingy. Come on, everybody through it, Di!

Buka Puasa Rumah Rya - 2010

Ini adalah acara buka puasa angkatan gw yang ke tujuh. Awalnya pada masih pada pusing anak-anak mau buka puasa dimana dan kapan, karena pasti pusing mikirin gimana makannya, di rumah siapa, dll. Akhirnya gw mikir, apa sekalian aja digabung acara farewell salah satu temen angkatan gw yang mau berangkat S2 dari beasiswa ke eropa? (Well, semua temen-temen kampus seangkatan gw yang S2 di eropa emang beasiswa smua, hebat yah, gak kaya gue -__-) Nah, beberapa temen yang emang mau berangkat kan ada Fajar yang mau ke Jerman, Yustian yang lanjut ke Perancis, dan Kresna yang diem-diem dapet beasiswa ke Swedia. Tapi si Fajar udah berangkat ke Jerman, Kresna juga (lagi-lagi) diem-diem udah berangkat ke Swedia. Yaudahlah gw hubungi Yustian, apa dia mau adain farewell skalian buka bersama angkatan? Rencana itu gw susun berdua Yadi. Nah pas Yustian gw hubungi, dia mau bikin farewell, skalian nalangin makanannya hehe. Yaudah skalian aja dibarengin sama bukpus angkatan, kata gw.. Dan di milis Sipil UI 2004 pun Rya udah menawarkan rumahnya untuk buka puasa. Perdebatan tanggalnya heboh di milis sampe akhirnya ide dari Bendro untuk buka puasa tanggal 16 agustus disetujui karena besoknya tanggal merah.

Buka puasa diramein anak-anak sipil seperti biasa. Gala yang jadi moderatornya. Kangen banget gilaaa sama becandaannya anak-anak sipil. Dari awal udah ngecengin Yudo, ditambah lagi gosip antara Purwadi dan Destia. Kita berencana bikin plakat angkatan bergilir buat yang nikah. Huaaa seruuuu sekaliiiii... Dan banyak banget cerita anak-anak yang dishare disana yang bikin kita makin akrab.. Trimakasih teman-temanku, aku sangat senang sekali 7 tahun terakhir ini berteman dengan kalian semuaaa ^^.

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SUEDE - SUPERSTAR

You and I we want to ride the ocean
You and me we want to sail the stars
You superglue me to a new emotion
Mend the pieces of my broken heart

And I dissolve into a kind of limbo
When I watch you on a VCR
Like Al Pacino or a young De Niro
I'm gonna pin your face on my bedroom wall

 

Cos you're my superstar
You're my ecstasy
You've got me falling apart
You're just a fantasy
That's no good for me
Come on and take a piece of my heart


You tell the rain to stay away forever
You tell the sky to dry its eyes tonight
And I'll be watching you through heavy weather
I'll be the friend who is at the end of the telescopic sight


Cos you're my superstar
You're my ecstasy
You've got me falling apart
You're just a fantasy
That's no good for me
Come on and take a piece of my heart

Watch it fall apart
Watch it fall apart
Watch it fall apart


You're my superstar
You're my ecstasy
You've got me falling apart
You're just make believe
You're no good for me
Come on and take a piece of my heart


Yeah we can be together, sleep forever
Ooh, come on let's run
Yeah we can sleep forever, be together
Come on let's rot

NOKIA N8 Comes With Music vs X5

Hey guys, it's been a long time since last time i posted about Nokia handset :) and btw I'll always posting about nokia music series eversince :P. I've been  searching about this two nokia handsets this last few months ago due to their uniquely shapes and functions ;)

Nokia X5

Interface
Nokia N8 appears with touch screen mode (113.5 x 59 x 12.9 mm) while Nokia X5 appears with qwerty slide mode (74,3 x 66,44 x 16,85 mm ).


Mass Storage
Nokia N8 has 16GB internal memory while Nokia X5 has up to 32GB external memory, but 2GB external memory included when you buy this phone.


Music Player
Both has great music player but Nokia X5 has integrated clear speaker included (sure thing, this X series has better music quality).


Keypad
The Nokia X5 has its sliding mode to open its qwerty keypad while Nokia N8 with its capacitive touch screen mode.

Nokia N8 Comes With Music

Nokia Messaging
Both have the Nokia Messaging application. But we gotta try its capability in our country first.


Power Management
With each great feature, Nokia N8 supported with BL-4D 1200 mAh Li-Ion battery while Nokia X5 supported with Li-Ion BL-5F 950 mAh battery.


Camera
This is great. Nokia N8 is now integrated with 12 megapixel camera with Carl Zeiss optics. Nokia X5 is still with 5 megapixel camera, i guess not with Carl Zeiss optics.



Specialties
Watch this! The new Nokia N8 is now featured with Dolby Digital Plus surround sound when played with HDMI & a home theatre. What a great smart phone :D and you might don't wanna miss this one, Conversational SMS feature that built on symbian^3 OMG I'm looking forward onto this Nokia N8 :-3


for more details, you can log on to www.nokia.co.uk :)

DIANA SAYS

HAPPY FASTING. SEND MY APOLOGY TO ALL OF YOU. :)

Who/What Are Your Vitamins?

Actually this is a quite random post i wrote hehe but i love to reveal what's odd inside my head :p

Ok let's mention vitamins which issued and consumed around us: Vitamin A, B, C, D, E and K.

So here's my vitamins stand for:

Vitamin A : mmmmm, Ayah? Azka? Or could that be Angga? :P

Vitamin B: Britpop sure thing!!!

Vitamin C: Cerys Matthews of Catatonia. Both can't be separated, truly queen of britpop!

Vitamin D: I love my own name, Diana. So this could be my vitamin :p

Vitamin E: Engineering? haha, been thru years to get this position i love

Vitamin K: Karaoke! Yeay, always love doin this and i always dominate everytime i do this ;)

This is just for fun LOL :P

MY SELFISH GENE

I am imperfect

I am flawed

I have no inner beauty

I am nobody

Who the hell am i?

Do i deserve to be loved?

Don't act like you care for me

I ain't special

I am a sinner

Sometimes i think I'm better than you

But all to no avail, I'm negative

You're positive

I'm not that kinda girl who speaks slowly and politely

Sorry, i ain't perfect

But i gotta admit, I'm better than you