Another One Passed By

May you rest in peace, dear  

Rahmatsyah Bungamayang, 

GP’04 UI. God Bless you

good times, ain't a biscuit

If I had to repeat my life, I would probably back to ages where I lived in Sydney, and times when I was in university. Both times might be my unforgettable moments ever, in my past life. First, lived in Sydney, 3 years been there without using my mother language. It was incredible yet awkward. I lived there because my dad was granted postgraduate master scholarship in University of New South Wales. My mom was granted as well from her office, but she decided not to take it due to having 2 lil kids. (thank God she was  granted again several years later). I was going to kindergarten everyday since I was three until four. Moments I won’t forget are when I go to universal studio and Snowy Mountain, where I can’t even see snow in my country

I have such a lovable teacher there, named Mary. She gave me surprise when I was having birthday. My friends came from so many different races; Chinese, Thailand, Australian, Indonesia, Philippines, etc. I had good times there, really

Then, I had my second best moment when I was in University. At first, I really didn’t enjoy the lessons; civil engineering was too difficult to be studied. I gave up then I tried SPMB again and got Communication major at UI as well. But I decided not to take that chance. I found my friends here are very kind, really care, kinship, but have a big sense of humor as well that suit me a lot. Really, I mean it. We struggled together till our semi thesis. We’ve been helping our friends who are going to be dropped out due to unable undergoing lectures. I felt like, I have a second family here, not like other friendship. Actually I can’t describe our friendship here, but you can’t ask one of my friends how our relation looks likeJ. Without them, none of us will have strong kinship like this. And off course without them, I wouldn’t struggle finishing my study here. Togetherness in a good way is the key. And oh, other majors in engineering faculty have this togetherness as well. I think PPAM worked a lot :p

A Piece of Mind

I had this story once i got home yesterday.

People in my house were all going out and didn't stay at home that night. My mother trusted my commute maid to leave the house key inside the loafer which is placed on the shoe rack in front of the house. OK, i was about to go home and faced the fact that i was going to be all alone that night. When i got home, i didn't find any loafers placed on the shoe rack. I was like, oh no not tonight, i cursed my maid for forgot letting the house key inside one of those shoes. I was gonna call my mom but my battery phone left empty. I was cursing all that evening along and trying to find the way out to enter my house. One thing that dazed me the most was, i was starving, reallyyy starving i could not tell (haha that's too lebay i know :p). I was just coming back from beauty salon, had my nails manicured and i was scraping every single shoe on the shoe rack (and cursing as well) and that definitely ruined my whole nail treatment. Finally i gave up and i saw my sister's flat shoe (the one with loafer look alike) and again i scraped it. And apocalypse! I found the house key!!! Thanks God i finally could enter my house safely :)

One thing i learned the most from this occurrence is, NEVER, EVER, think negatively though the person we accuse the most has many evidences (in your mind) that indicate if they are wrong and guilty, because negative thoughts only trigger hatred from ourselves and absolutely don't solve the problem :)

PS: Sorry my lovely maid ;)

All I want is to be close to You

Dear God, do not let my sense of love in humans exceeds my love for You

Quote of The Day

SOMETIMES, SOMEHOW, BEING ISOLATED GIVES YOU LOADS OF LESSON

MUSE - UNDISCLOSED DESIRES

Geez, this is what I'm feeling lately bout my current, and soon to be forever partner :)

I know you've suffered
But I don't want you to hide
It's cold and loveless
I won't let you be denied

Soothing
I'll make you feel pure
Trust me
You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers
That you're wicked and divine
You may be a sinner
But your innocence is mine

Please me
Show me how it's done
Tease me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me
Show me how it's done
Trust me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart